My hands,
scalp
skin
mouth
eyes
never seem to be moist enough
But they're ready to be used
They're always used
Just never moist enough
All too often I feel like
nothings ever enough
I can't have enough conversations
I can't be alone enough
I can't have enough company
I can't have enough music on my I-pod
I can't get enough love
I can't eat enough food
I can't travel enough, especially without a vehicle
I can't do enough
I'll never be good enough
I'll never be classy enough, kinky enough, bad ass enough, intelligent enough, hard enough
I won't ever be enough
I'm enough for me
But all too often
that's not enough
to me.
It's on mind,
stalling, wasting and chasing
my time all along I do want
you to be mine
For the rest of it
For whats left of it
For the heaven and the hell of it
Until the end of it
You seem like a winner, a go-getter
Why do I feel like such a slow beginner?
For someone who only thirts for
a smoothie from her blender
I'm still wondering will you be there
For the rest of it
For whats left of it
For the heaven and the hell of it
Until the end of it
I stand at 5 feet, 8 inches long
and all solid bone, flesh and faith
I refuse to fall. But I want a bond
to grab my pride by the neck and shove
it against the wall
For the rest o
I got home less than
an hour ago, hopped out
of the shower 10 minutes ago
Letting my sore feet sink in
my bed so that tonight is a
great night for that late night
dead sleep. Chicken's in the oven,
seasoned, bubblin' and, is that the
sound of my mouth when it moistens?
Or is it just great to be home and still existing
and eating!
Semi-A works like this
I've got these things I want to put down
but I also want them to make sense to me,
and make sense to everyone, I want them to be intrigued
I want to have an X like my professor edged us to discover
and I want to uproot the mediocrity so all can see the extraordinary
but then I fail, because Semi-A runs out of clips, she gets dusty
begins to stale - and she needs a polish! Some new inspiration, spice
savory profound incredible creative ecstasy, lubrication.
Reload Semi-A.
I was back home in New Jersey,
at my old home before this new hometown. In a place
that almost robbed my soul and threw it
away in my face, in my room.
Everything was there, even the furniture I used and the most
unbelievable - my huge green photo album. The
first page of photos were arranged differently, however
where it was originally constructed with baby pictures there were
pictures of me and my mother, plus one baby photo. The pictures of me and my mother had been drawn on, like someone made a caricature
out of us to be laughed at, entertaining. Strange I felt,
but I still grabbed the big green book and pressed it
to my c
Dear noodle,
Can you please,
stop throbbing??
"Ladies and Babies
Driving Men Crazy."
Please stop jumping
around from one person
to the next place!
"Handling Dementia
by firing a beretta."
Can you please,
keep your lobes on one focus??
and keep my dreams straight!
'...Salt and vinegar chips.....hmm...
Platinum chains and leather whips....yes'
Can you stop trying to wrestle
with inevitable apathy? Can you
just succumb to my inner workings
and cut me free?!
Can you stop dimming my visions and
snipping my seconds?
so I can count all my blessings.
Can you disallow these fleeting images,
unloading debts, those unmade promises
Weeping may endure, however... by Semi-A, literature
Literature
Weeping may endure, however...
The angel came to me this morning
and warned me never to cry That
if I knew so well that I'd always fail
the least I could do was try.
The angel came to me this morning
upset I looked upset. Said fix your face
He's given you grace He adores you, don't forget.
The angel came to me this morning
and woke me out of this grim, reminded
me I was here because He is there
so go and give thanks to Him.
In the name of art
accent my eyes
In the name of art
stroke this sunrise
In the name of art
see Israel, many nations fall
In the name of art
photo, capture it all
In the name of art
sketch out his lips
In the name of art
Replace her hips!
In the name of art
view us have sex
In the name of art
Have money pay your respects
In the name of art
pose while we draw
In the name of art
conceal that flaw!
In the name of art
speak with more depth
In the name of art
hold that last breath
In the name of art
take his note out of the chorus
In the name of art
Go ahead and rewrite the song for us
In the name of art
shed your thic
My hands,
scalp
skin
mouth
eyes
never seem to be moist enough
But they're ready to be used
They're always used
Just never moist enough
All too often I feel like
nothings ever enough
I can't have enough conversations
I can't be alone enough
I can't have enough company
I can't have enough music on my I-pod
I can't get enough love
I can't eat enough food
I can't travel enough, especially without a vehicle
I can't do enough
I'll never be good enough
I'll never be classy enough, kinky enough, bad ass enough, intelligent enough, hard enough
I won't ever be enough
I'm enough for me
But all too often
that's not enough
to me.
Back then
Back then
People loved like hippies
smoked like chimneys
had many babies
and barely lived past their fifties
Back then
they wore permanent curls and waves
World wars sent masses to their graves
And life barely began to get better
for newly freed slaves
Back then
the Depression gave Americans a new goal
Crooners and players gained a fortune
from the hearts they stole as souls and ears
were won to the world of jazz, blues, and rock & roll.
Back then
Sexuality was unspoken
Defined outer beauty ensured "ugliness" was unforgiven
Feeding deeper into the standards of lustful men
killing the self-esteem of our many women
Lay It On The Table
Real love is persistent. Passionate. Fearless, and confident.
It's wild and crazy. It promises always and
doesn't hide behind "maybe." It makes you smile, it makes you scream.
It takes you higher and further
than the deepest daydream. Real love isn't one of those one hit wonders.
It's the best song on the
entire album only meant for the owner's ears. Real love doesn't abuse
misuse, manipulate or confuse.
Instead it is strengthening, encouraging
and gives new sense and clarity to Everything. Real love does
not come and go. Real love is solid in its foundation
setting its own course and direction
and moves with
Reminisce
I still remember
the beauty of that jewel
the sand that wrapped itself around
my toes and kissed them at the same time.
The honey-dipped sun that was
always comfortable and undersanding
never bitter. I still feel free when I think of
being in those waters, warm. Gentle, relaxing.
And so releasing! No other place can compare to
one quite like this. No where else can take me
back and give me the same feeling in my soul I had
there. All the living things of the planet long to dwell here
just like me. For the rest of my life with not a care, fault
stress in the world, I will see it again. I will feel, breathe,
enjoy and s
Your eyes
the windows to your soul
the mirror of your heart
Like a telescope
to the depths of my dreams
Okay let me strip to the bare
I can't see your soul
And I can't see your heart but I do see
your eyes.
And they remind me of my dreams
BIG! Immense, immeasurable, vast.
Like my dreams your eyes are different.
Every day, joyful one scene, bizarre
in another and horrible the next. But
that doesn't last forever, not in your eyes
and neither in my dreams does the horror
last. They move on to a different state.
Your eyes
are challenging, just like my dreams they
look obtainable and so very easy. All of a
sudden they change
Heard you moving today
conducting streams, rhythm.
Rivers of life, swinging
right hanging left, taking
forks. More exhilarated than
horsepower.
Symphony orchestrated, you
told me. My oxygen has
another source -
air doesn't always get the trophy.
Soak, go ahead
condense that moisture, still the humid
breeze for just a second
and come down on me. On everything.
Don't be scared.
Fulfill your purpose. Let it go. Release!
Open the floodgates and bathe the world
beneath you.
Sometimes a feel being a woman is such a chore
like my best friend glaring at me for my belches instead of her boyfriend when he snores
I was happy at the mall when i found this sexy little red dress
to my surprise it's cute, seamless satin in all its glory was able to contain these breasts!
the $98 price tag eventually dwindled my joy
but it made me think why a gal has to pay so much for her fun toys
Today I reveled in the wonder of having short hair
low maintenance, less time, less frustration = adequate care
And no one would DARE tell me I look less than great!
Unless they wanted a straight shot to their empty grape
A simple beau
OUTCAST!
Because some of us weren't meant to fit in
cause some of us weren't meant to sink in
cause some of us weren't meant to blend perfectly in
the pot
OFFBRAND!
Cause some people weren't meant to be commercial
some people weren't meant to be popular
some people weren't meant to be seen and heard
by all
Not rotting in the grave, nor bouncing in
the cradle did your body have a stamp
encoding a finite label. Squares fall in love
with patterns but always declare war on the
round table.
GROUNDED.
Cause some divas weren't born clear crystal-studded
some divas weren't born sophisticated
some divas weren't born simply exquisite
Stars can shine for a thousand years
and they always represent themselves
But there's always those few that outshine their
peers, the rest can't seem to execute very well
Thats because the rest are too busy
trying to burn out the stars that are blessed!
Meanwhile these blessed stars continue
exuding their good gases the way roses do
Never minding the funk of the jealous stars
Stinking so bad its no wonder they'll never
shine far. The blessed make way as they are
You know they just wanna be like you
good stars - but somehow they can't achieve!
The rest can do nothing but cower
with contempt so they continue and remain sour.
Are
Current Residence: SC deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium-Large, like you're gonna really give me a T-shirt! Print preference: Microsoft WordPad Favourite genre of music: Jazz Favourite photographer: None known by name. Favourite style of art: Conceptual and Open MP3 player of choice: None. CD player sucka! Shell of choice: 9mm Skin of choice: mine Favourite cartoon character: Tom & Jerry and Buttercup PowerPuff
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